margaret alexander (malex3007)
FIRSTLY PLEASE READ THIS LETTER THE FULL WAY THROUGH AS FEEL THIS WILL GO ALONG WAY TO CLARIFYING WHAT I THINK AND FEEL ABOUT EVERYTHING THAT HAS HAPPENED THIS WEEK FIRSTLY THE INSECURITIES STARTED WITH MY EX AS YOU HAVE ONLY BEEN TOLD SOME THINGS, I AM NOW GOING TO FILL YOU IN AND HOPEFULLY YOU CAN SEE WHY I FELT SO SCARED TO TRUST ANYONE EVEN YOU WHICH I KNOW NOW I CAN TRUST
MY EX AND I MET 13 YEARS AGO AND FROM DAY ONE WAS A DISASTER SHOULDNT HAVE STAYED BUT I DID, HE WOULD GO AWAY WEEKENDS AND BE UNCONTACTABLE AND ONLY AFTER I LEFT DID I FIND OUT THAT HE WAS SPENDING THOSE WEEKENDS WITH HIS GIRLFRIENDAND WHAT IS NOW HIS SEVEN YEAR OLD SON (BEARING IN MIND MY SOPHIE IS ONLY SEVEN) THIS WAS THE WOMAN HE INTRODUCED TO MY CHILDREN THREE MONTHS AFTER MY MUM HAD DIED AND THEN GOT THE CHILDREN TO LIE TO ME BY NOT BEING ALLOWED TO TELL ME ABOUT HER. HE ALSO CALLED ME FAT, LAZY, UGLY AND NO ONE EXCEPT HIM WOULD EVER WANT ME AROUND ONCE THEY GOT TO KNOW ME AS I WAS ACCORDING TO HIM A COMPLETE WASTE OF SPACE AS A WOMAN, SO AS YOU CAN SEE I WAS SCARED THAT WHAT HE SAID THAT NO MAN WOULD WANT ME WAS TRUEAND I SNIPED AT YOU BECAUSE OF THIS AND I AM TRUELY SORRY, I WAS ALSO SCARED I ALWAYS FELT I WASNT GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU AND WAS WORRIED THAT ONE DAY YOU THINK AND FEEL THIS TOO
I AM TRUELY SORRY AS HAVE BEEN UNSUPPORTIVE OFF YOU WITH YOUR MUM AND PLEASE DO TELL ME HOW SHE GETS ON AS REALLY WOULD LIKE TO KNOW
I AM TRUELY SORRY I LET MY INSECURITIES GET TO ME AND INSTEAD OFF DISCUSSING THEM WITH YOU, I DIDNT I JUST LET THEM MOUNT UP AND CONSEQUENTLY DESTROYED EVERYTHING WE HAD TOGETHER. I HAVE ALSO TO APOLOGISE FOR LETTING THE STRESS OF MY WORK GET TO ME WHEN IN REALITY I ONLY KNOW WHY I WAS SO HURT AND FELT BETRAYED BY THE WAY I FOUND OUT THE WAY I DID, I WAS WORRIED ABOUT LOOKING FOR WORK, WAS I GOING TO BE GOOD ENOUGH AND I DIDNT FEEL SO SURE OF MYSELF. I HAVE TAKEN LEAVE FROM WORK AND MAY NOT GO BACK. I HAVE BEEN APPLYING FOR JOBS AND HAVE APPLIED FOR OVER 30 SINCE SUNDAY ALONE BUT NOT INCLUDING THE ONES I APPLIED FOR UP TO AND INCLUDING SATURDAY. I HAVE ALREADY HEARD BACK FROM ONE THAT THEY ARE PUTTING FORWARD FOR CONSIDERARTION FOR A TELEPHONE INTERVIEWSO AS YOU CAN SEE I AM WORKING HARD TO GET MYSELF INTO A POSITION WHERE I AM NOT GOING TO FEEL STRESSED OR DRAINED EMOTIONALLY BY THE PLACE I WORK, I WANTED YOU TO KNOW THIS AS I HAVE HAD PLENTY OF TIME TO THINK OF EVERYTHING AND HAVE DECIDED THAT THE PLACE IN WHICH I WORK NOW IS NOT WORTH THE STRESS IT HAS CAUSED ME AND THE SNIPIJGN I DID AT YOU BECUASE OF IT AS I WAS SCARED THAT IF I HAD NO JOB YOU WOULD THINK LESS OF ME AS A PERSON AND DUE TO THAT FEAR IT COST ME ANYWAY BECAUSE I DESTROYED WHAT WE HAD TOGETHER
SATURDAY NIGHT I WAS STILL FEELING LOW OVER EVERYTHING BUT NOT YOU. I WAS HAPPY TALKING TO YOU ALTHOUGH I DDINT GIVE YOU INDICATION OF THAT WHEN YOU WERE BLOWING ME KISSES FELT CHERISHED AND REALLY HAPPY KNOWING YOU CARED AND THEN I WENT AND DESTROYED IT ALL BY SENDING THAT TEXT, BY MAKING YOU THINK YOU WERE MAKING ME UNHAPPY WHICH COULDNT BE FURTHER FROM THE TRUTH I WAS THE HAPPIEST I HAVE EVER BEEN, WE WERE AMAZING TOGETHER, YOU MADE ME SMILE, GAVE ME THE GLINT IN MY EYES AND EVERYONE COULD SEE HOW HAPPY YOU MADE ME. YOUR CHEEKINESS BROUGHT OUT MY CHEEKY NATURE, I NEVER WOULD HAVE DRESSED IN THE PILOTS UNIFORM FOR ANYONE ELSE BUT FOR YOU I DID WANT TO TO SEE YOU SMILE. YOU LAUGHTER AND THE WAY YOU ARE SO CERTAIN OF YOURSELF MAKES YOU ONE OF THE MOST AMAZING PEOPLE I KNOW. YOU ALWAYS MAKE ME WANT TO MAKE YOU LAUGH AND SMILE, AND FELT ALIVE WITH YOU AND THAT IT WAS OK TO HAVE FUN WITH EACH OTHER AND ENJOY EACH OTHERS COMPANY THE WAY WE DID. I GOT BUTTERFLIES WHEN YOU NIBBLED MY BOTTOM LIP AND THE BACK OF MY NECK WHICH I HAVE NEVER HAD WITH ANYONE ELSE, YOU MADE ME FEEL SPECIAL HOLDING MY HANDS, CUDDLING ME, MAKING DINNER NOT BEING TURNED OFF BY BUT ACTUALLY FINDING ME SEXUALLY ATTRACTIVE ARE ALL THE EXTREMELY ATTRACTIVE QUALITIES THAT YOU HAVE. WE=HEN WE TALKED WE COULD TALK FOR HOURS ABOUT ANYTHING AND HAVE A LAUGH AND THE WAY YOU BLOW ME KISSES TA THE END OF THE OUR CALLS ALWAYS MADE ME FEEL CHERISHED AND HAPPY
I AM SURE YOU WILL BE THE AMAZING GUY I KNOW YOU TO BE AND READ THIS THE FULL WAY THOUGH
I DO KNOW I HAVE CERTAINLY DAMAGED HOW YOU SEE ME AS A PERSON BUT HOPE YOU WILL FORGIVE ME AND GIVE US A SECONDD CHANCE, ALLOW ME THE OPPORTUNITY TO SHOW YOU HOW GOOD WE ARE TOGETHER, HOW HAPPY WE CAN BE, MOSTLY WOULD LIKE THE OPPORTUNITY TO SHOW YOU I AM NEITHER NEEDY OR CLINGY AND THAT I CAN ACCEPT TO COMMITMENTS ON BOTH SIDES WE MAY NOT SEE EACH OTHER AS OFTEN AS WE WOULD LIKE BUT THAT WILL JUST MAKE THE TIMES WE DO GET TO SPEND TOGETHER ALL THAT MORE SPECIAL.
I WOULD LIKE THE OPPORTUNITY TO DISCUSS THIS AS I AM SURE WE CAN BECOME WHAT WE WERE BEFORE THIS HAPPENED AND WE CAN BE HAPPY AGAIN TOGETHERAND WITH TIME AND TRUST WE CAN TAKE ONE DAY AT A TIME AND PROVE TO OURSELVES WE DIDNT GIVE UP AT THE FIRST HURDLE
ALWAYS TAKE CARE AND BE HAPPY
WILL ALWAYS MISS THE WONDERFUL, SPECIAL, AMAZING MAN YOU ARE
MAGGIE
Psychic Alinaa (psychicalinaa)
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margaret alexander (malex3007)
i am hoping to see if anyone can advise if him and i will get back together, e=when this will happen and when will i receive contact from him can anyone help me
marva.lee (sunn10020)
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